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I had to learn the hard way that some people walk into our lives and physically walk out, but they never really leave.
 
I wish I had died in your arms the last time we were together, so I wouldn't have to wake without you today.
Maybe I'm just wasting my time dreaming in a harsh reality. I don't wanna wake up just to find out I've been deceived.
Stay and watch the stars come out and then the sun as they all fade away. I'll sing you every song I know if it will make you want to stay and then i'll say, that I missed you and these words they'll convince you. I poured through every song I wrote, every line that I've cried every note that was spilt with this pen. And every line in every song, they all seemed to come out wrong, until your song.
First thing that arises in your mind while you awake, is bending you til you break, let me hold you now. Baby close your eyes, don't open til the morning light. Baby don't forget, we haven't lost it all yet.
Where are you and I'm so sorry. I cannot sleep, I cannot dream tonight. I need somebody and always. This sick strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time. & as I stared I counted webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides. Like indecision to call you & hear your voice of treason. Will you come home and stop this pain tonight? Stop this pain tonight.
A thousand lies have made me colder & I don't think I can look at this the same. But all the miles that separate disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face. I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind. I think about you baby & I dream about you all the time.
There's so much to say but no words to convey, the loneliness building with each passing day. You never get used to it, you just have to live with it.
“A lot of the pain you are experiencing right now is actually fear. Fear of things being different then how you liked them, fear of never finding love again, fear of being alone, fear of having to fill your time differently. We’re afraid of the unknown.”
This is war. Every line is about, who I don't wanna write about anymore. Hope you come down with something they can't diagnose, don't have the cure for. Holding on to your grudge. Oh its so hard to have someone to love. And keeping quiet is hard. Cause you cant keep a secret if it never was a secret to start. At least pretend you didn't wanna get caught.
I feel like my life is so scattered right now. Like it’s all the small pieces of paper and someone’s turned on the fan. But, talking to you makes me feel like the fans been turned off for a little bit. You completely unscatter me, and I appreciate that so much.
There's a piece of you that's here with me. It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see. When I sleep, I dream.. and it gets me by. I can make believe that you're here tonight. If I could find you now, things would get better. We could leave this town and run forever. I know somewhere, somehow we'll be together.
So there goes my life, passing by with every exit sign. It's been so long sometimes I wonder how I will stay strong. No sleep tonight I'll keep on driving these dark highway lines & as the moon fades, one more night gone, only twenty more days.
I walked home with such shame I couldn't help but keep my eyes lowered.
You thought it was just the lonliness.
You'd never take my shoes.
It's only after I close my eyes that I see the true meaning behind you and me.
You never know how much someone shines until you look them straight in the eye;
it's like looking into a flashlight.
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When you’re struggling with something, look at all the people around you and realize that every single person you see is struggling with something, and to them, it’s just as hard as what you’re going through.
There's a difference between goodbye and letting go. Goodbye is "I'll see you again when I'm ready to hold your hand, & when you're ready to hold mine. Letting go is "I'll miss your hand. I realized it's not mine to hold, and I will never hold it again.
you should never forget about the past, everything happens for a reason. instead learn from the past, learn from your mistakes & learn from every experience in life. never forget those that have changed you either for the good or the bad because they have made you who you are. always remember that life is meant to be tough, to challenge you, and to make you stronger.
I was just saying that sometimes our relationship seems so simple and easy. But no matter what, it just turns into a big mess. And there are days that I want to dive into that mess, but then, other days, I can’t help but wonder if maybe we’re just two people who don’t work as a couple.
So, you’ll come across so many people in your life. Ones you think will stay in your life, stay with you forever. You come across people you will love, very much. But sometimes love isn’t enough to tackle all the obstacles in life and you will have to deal with the heartbreak of knowing that that person you love is gone and you’re left, alone, to try your very hardest to fall out of love. To do something you never thought you’d have to do. Just keep your head held high. Don’t let it get to you, don’t fall apart. Clear your heart and let it go. And when it comes around again, let love in. Because you never know. It’s all about having faith.
But don't forget who you really are. And I’m not talking about your so-called real name. All names are made up by someone else, even the one your parents gave you. You know who you really are. When you’re alone at night, looking up at the stars, or maybe lying in your bed in total darkness, you know that nameless person inside you. Your muscles will toughen. So will your heart and soul. That’s necessary for survival. But don’t lose touch with that person deep inside you, or else you won’t really have survived at all.
i love you. i love you not just because you're adorable or because you're sweet, or because you're my best friend. i love you because you make me step outside myself and look at who i really am. you make me want to be a better person, just because you are who you are. i can tell you absolutely everything, and i know you will always listen.
I'm trying so, so hard to move on. I really am. I feel like I'm doing good without you, but then I hear a song, recollect a mermory, or just picture your smile, and I break down into the worst kind of crying. The kind of crying when you whole body just goes numb, and you just want to feel something.
if you really knew me, you’d realize i’m not the girl i was before. i’ve been hurt, walked all over, used, and rejected. i still have hope for new relationships. but if you really knew me, you’d know i’m scared to death of falling in love again. i’m scared to death of getting hurt. i’m scared to death of getting attached and thrown to the side. please don’t do that to me. if you really knew me, you’d know i trust you.
everybody has a secret world inside of them. all of the people of the world, I mean everybody. no matter how dull and boing they are on the outside, inside them they have all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. not just one world. hundreds of them. thousands maybe.
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